a counter 

for my mood

a counter 

for the blues

 it 

aint fluffy 

it 

aint thin

bubbly 

or 

pink

it 

aint kosher

so counter mood

with

kittens & puppies

candyfloss rain

sickly sweet

kiss kiss

me

_Flat lined ^upon the _plateau
I coast _r i ^p p _l e free
Aspects of pure joy
Threaten to own me
I indulge even delight
It returns I enwrap myself within
Then it goes disappears
My plateau wakes
^Heart peaks then _falls
Stunted breathe

....

~ Time like sand through my hand ~

~ Elusive ~
~ Collective ~

~ I fail to hold onto thee ~

#poemorsomething